You know what?
I'm tired. I'm so tired and exhausted.
It's raining behind the window. It's raining so hard that I want just to sleep.
No, actually I don't want to sleep at all.
That rain reminds me my life, because it's falling down. No, everything is not that bad, but you know.. I want just a little piece of rest today. At this moment I don't want to see any people or smth more. I just want to dissapear..
Actually, all the people, that are around me, they just dissapointed me...
Everyone's different and I cant' take it anymore. Everybody's hiding the truth that I want to hear. Or maybe there's no truth at all.
I want to see nothing, I want to hear nothing, I want to be nothing, I want nothing, I'm nothing.
I'm listening to Claire De Lune for 100th time and I will listen to it all night long. It's the only thing I get on with.
It's just nothing. Around me. Nothing.
It's just rain...